March 13, 2013 - Suicide

I'm going to be honest here. My opinion on this matter is not going to be popular, but that's why it's my opinion. Some of these things will be coming from personal experience and knowing people who have tried to commit suicide.

You have been warned.

November 23, 2012 - What Is Off

I'm going to have the bulk of this personal blog below a little page break. This whole thing is spurred on by conversation on twitter. Some of the things said here are going to cause problems for people. But I feel this all needs to come out. I shouldn't have to put a disclaimer, so I won't. This shit hurts to write and I know not a single person will care. But that's fine with me right now. I just felt this all needed to be said... So here it goes.

October 15, 2012 - Everything Wrong Is Wrong With Me

This is more for the people who have expressed concern over my recent tweet about crying an things being worse than I thought they were. But maybe I also just need to get this out. I don't even know...  Anyway... I'm hoping to shed some light on the things that happened not to long ago in my car... In the parking lot of Jesse's work...

October 07, 2012 - Delicious Pulled Pork

Now, this is going to be a first here. I'm going to use a little break after this little thing up here for the recipe. Mostly because it's fairly long and I plan on adding some notes of my own. These notes will be in italics and bulleted. The recipe is from the Company's Coming 5-Ingredient Slow Cooker Recipes book (Barbecued Pulled Pork page 103) and I recommend you buy the book if you need quick, cheap recipes for your own slow cooker.

I'm posting this one because, so far, it's my favourite one from the book and it will last you a while if you are only feeding yourself!

Enjoy!

September 02, 2012 - What is love to you?

As usual, all of my writing is based on real life. Even my blogs are based on real life. This one... Well... I know I did a little thing before somewhere on love. This time, it's different. Very different. This time, it's about what love is to a person.

I start this with a question to you all. What is love to you?

Is it loving someone as a friend? A lover? The person you want to spend the rest of your life with? Or is it something more complicated?

A friend was recently told not to compare the love he felt to the love someone else felt. While it isn't fair to compare, this person was wrong about how he was feeling love. He is young, yes, but that doesn't diminish his feelings. What this friend of mine feels may not have been the same as what you felt or what I feel with my fiance, it doesn't mean the feelings aren't there.

What he feels is different. The love he feels is young and innocent. The love you feel is different. The love I feel is different. We all feel love differently.

You can't compare the love of one person to the love another. And this doesn't only apply to love. This applies to everything.

But for now... Back to the reason for this.

What is love to you?

(If you want, answer in the comments below or tweet me @Sirramar)

May 12, 2012 - It's Been A While

It really has been a while since I've written anything. I think I'm going to try and remedy that this weekend. When I say this weekend... my weekends are just... weird. Either way, I've discovered I need to relax more. Maybe trying to write more would help... Like, forcing myself to actually write. It will probably end up being crap, but it will be something.

If I can get myself into the habit of writing every day, maybe there will be some quality stuff after a while. One can always hope.

I'm also going to try and air some things out here on this blog. I can't make promises that it will be good stuff, but it will be thoughts without naming names. Names are for my 'diary' which has also gone unused. We shall see what happens, though. Good things or bad things could happen. It's all fluid and subjective.

Until next time, lovies <3

May 02, 2012 - Character Bio

Cause this doesn't really fit anywhere else and I want to be able to find it later, I'm posting it here. This is my character bio for Gunnery Chief Celeste Tyn of the Alliance Navy. It may or may not end up being very long, but the whole thing will be after the break. It is subject to minor updates depending on what is happening in the Twitterverse.
The RP Twitter account is  @CeletseTyn  for those that want to follow.