I'm going to have the bulk of this personal blog below a little page break. This whole thing is spurred on by conversation on twitter. Some of the things said here are going to cause problems for people. But I feel this all needs to come out. I shouldn't have to put a disclaimer, so I won't. This shit hurts to write and I know not a single person will care. But that's fine with me right now. I just felt this all needed to be said... So here it goes.